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2009-11-19T02:01:00.000+08:00

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bliss and hi-NRG

2009-11-12T23:09:00.007+08:00

alright baby! O levels has officially come to an end.

time to let loose and party~
an extravagant event is being hosted by Zirca, the take over of Ministry Of Sound.
gotta gear up, fit into those sleek pair of shoes and ignite the dance floor.

Disk Jokies are gona spin massive records over mind boggling speakers in crisp clarity.
i bet my lungs are gona collapse due to the killer bass!
djs gona run the gamut from hip-hop to trance in the house~
its gona be a blast!

getting prepared for prom night.
would be heading down to mediacorp for assistance ;)
*CHEERS PEOPLE*

back track

2009-11-08T23:25:00.010+08:00

well well.. what do we have here..
seems to me, I've self-proclaimed the end of O levels.
what a major headache.
this marked the end on our compulsory education in secondary school.
just reminiscing about school days brings back good ole memories.

paths will split and bonds might break,
time will render everything apart,
choice is ours to prevent that.

in other words, cherish everyone you are with right now because you never know,
when they are gone..
missing my 4C and 5B mates~
though the bonds in our class is rather fragile,
I'd like to thank everyone of you for triumphing as one!

this year's hari raya, though not so extravagant,
it was rather much fruitful then previous ones.
learned many customs of the Malay tradition which were rather
new and interesting to me.
intrigued.

authentic learning..
right.. miss those 2 words..
flash back on the intense drilling of "authentic learning"
UNBELIEVABLE O.O

the interaction between student and teachers have developed,
abruptly and advesely.
the diverse changes between student teacher interaction from secondary 1
to secondary 4 was quite a gradual one.
however, in secondary 5, it is almost that they are like brothers and sisters.

we can be proud to call ourselves young-adults.
18 years old is looming in our horizon.

some bunch of ass clowns were going around spreading that driving license could
only be acquired at 21 years old.
however, on the contrary, at 17 you could already take your theory -.-
at 18, the test itself.

deepavali, how could this festival be forgotten~
this year's deepavali was rather low profile.

little to no visiting and inviting,
yet the fun factor was still alive and kickin' baby :)
got to meet up with old buddies and a few schoolmates
to eat and drink a night away.

dint expect myself to be equipped with splendid photography skills ;)

apart from drifting away to enjoyment and a life filled with laziness,
looking for a job in the medical industry,
those related to the hospital line.
jobcentral.com.sg is an awesome site for job hunters,
give it a shot!

Ah Boon seems to be very generous today.
a scrumptious lunch for the click which was on him at
Sakura.

thereafter, watch paranormal activities.
awesome movie which plays with your mind, during the aftermath.
though the story was cheap, not much visuals or sound effects,
this production would place you inside the movie itself.
like you are in the movie.

LAN at evolution later and tau huay for supper.
that close it off for the day.

much had happened during the period of not blogging and it would be impossible to
note everything. but, things are rather going my way ;)

sleepless

2009-09-25T01:22:00.003+08:00

on Wednesday, tried to prove something.
here's the scientific experiment,
0600 - 1700hrs school.
1800-2000hrs nap.
2000 - 0100hrs study.
0100 - 0500hrs out.
0600 - 1800hrs school.

what was i trying to prove?
will the human mind be able to sustain and develop in the absence of sleep.
Sustain : Possible
Develop : No shit

bottom line : no sleep equate to the inability to absorb invaluable information
hitting the brakes on my nocturnal habits.
One more solid month to triumph over the O's!

life is like a deck of cards..
how you play your hand is all that counts..
because ultimately, life is a game that everyone is playing..
and inevitably you are in it too~

hence, ive restructured my priorities right once again.
no more leniency, time to enforce~

world's best friend week

2009-09-17T22:58:00.004+08:00

They love each other but they arn't lovers,
They care for you but they arn't your family,
They are ready to share your pain but they arn't not blood related with you,

They are..

F R I E N D S

Friend scolds like a father
Cares like a mother
Teases like a sister
Irritates like a brother
Loves you more than a lover

Do you know the relation between your eyes?

They blink together,
Move together,
Cry together &
Sleep together.

Though they never see each other, friendship should be just like that.
Life is inhospitable without friends.
Life is inhumane without you (:

090909

2009-09-10T02:15:00.006+08:00

to mark the day of 09 september 2009 (090909)
went to st james for a countdown.
one word : massive
djs' of the day were awesome with their turntable and mixes.

although i was raving in exultant happiness,
a part of me always felt there's something missing and therefore incomplete

shook the stress away as djs ran the gamut from hiphop to house
ultimately, i was in a state of trance :D

happy birthday to my dearest brother naren and sister menaka~
moreover, happy anniversary to narens parents.

looking forward to chalet.. a perfect platform for us to expand our
circle of friends and understand each other deeper through games and activities.
and who would forget FOOD?
we have the finest chef from sheltec to whip us a storm (:

brother purchased a new phone and im stuck with the old.
now my eyes are transfixed to the iphone killer~
OMNIA II

1 week holiday and i doubt this whole week is substantial for maximum
enrichment in every subject.
trying to strike a balance between enjoyment and studying.
we only get to live once.
this might sound contradicting but,

live your life as if you were to die tomorrow, learn as if you were to live forever

lost

2009-08-04T22:37:00.007+08:00

went to orchard, bro's workplace KPO.
encircled by the vibrant atmosphere, attempting to study there was futile i guess.
brought my maths and english there but unfortunately untouched.
yet, had a reasonably enlightening chat there.

one thing KPO is sure to do when you enter its doors is a massive hole in your pockets.
however, the cost elucidated the food's scrumptious quality.
sat and enjoyed life's simple pleasures.
but the urgency of my prelims and o levels are yet to be induced sadly.
ive been dazing around and my will to transcend is diminishing.
i need motivation, and no, my previous laurels of self-motivation is not viable this point in time.

english and bio paper is going to initiate in 2 more days marking the beginning of the final
prelims.

national day coming and so is something special.
bro's birthday 27/07 just passed and was unable to conduct a post on that.
reason because no pictures.
the fundamentals of blogging which most rookie bloggers neglect is more pictures to words.
for a mature audience, the capacity of varied vocabs used should be intensified.

found this picture to be quite adorable.
its not often to see my bro being gentle.
almost all of the time i notice his barbaric brutality.
i would like to emphasize the words in bold-
inevitably i'm victimized by this ):

study hard gym hard

2009-07-26T14:02:00.007+08:00

slammed the brakes on gaming
revving up on academic and physical glory.
prelims is just a stone throw away, thereafter..
O levels.

restarted going gym, now consistent..
my petite gains were attributed to the sissy weights i did.
now.. seen much more due to proper lifting and guidance.
however, this came at a price. muscle tears and swelling arms cant be bent below 90 degrees.
such a hindrance.
was blessed to have a soothing massage in the nick of time.

expanded my circle of friends, out with the old in with the new
found my targeted social circle with common interests and goals.
and the concrete common goal is to prevail against the O

racial harmony day

2009-07-24T20:19:00.003+08:00

final celebration of racial harmony 2009.
united
Mr Arasu class caption.
Ethnic diversity

this is some gorgeous looking divine angels.
what more should i say? the picture speaks for itself~
astounding indian beauties :)

last but not least what an awesome picture this is.
a priceless smile, very vivid indeed ;)

your dpa saviour

2009-07-09T21:50:00.003+08:00

The light over darkness

those struggling with Direct Poly Admission, fear not, because your saviour is here ;)
i just completed mine, and i mistaken it to be 600 words but infact it is characters.
i hope that my sample would be of great help for your own script.
thank me if i had been of a great help in the tagbox. it seems dead!

if you by hook or crook want to get into a particular poly in a particular course,
i suggest u only apply for one poly and one course.
do not apply other polys or courses because you will only receive one invitation.

Biomedical Science [ Singapore Poly ]

''I have always been intrigued by anything related to biology. Moreover, I have a burning enthusiasm to understand how the human system operates and discover cures. Biology has always been a second nature to me from primary to secondary education. Singapore has a rapidly increasing aging population and its Biopolis hub is advancing. This provides ample opportunities for me after graduating to join the workforce and contribute my part to the development of Singapore's Medical Industries. My current achievement is my 'N' level 2008, obtaining a total of 5 points for L1R4.''

youth day 09

2009-07-07T00:07:00.003+08:00

5B 2009
happy youth day those age<30

happy birthday to
darius
hafiz
filzah

maple syrup

2009-07-05T00:44:00.005+08:00

for those who are curious from my previous post, what job am i playing?
i am a bishop (:

have been intensively mapling since friday and till this hour.
but not to worry i am not addicted.
read in the news about cyber marriages.
a platform whereby this is being practiced is maplestory.
i believe that it is sending out a wrong message to these kids.

yet to have started on the pile of homework.
shall start early tomorrow ~ must plan la babe...

singapore poly just sent me an invitation for
direct poly admission.
anticipating 8 july, open registration.
going to enroll in biomedical science that requires 9 pts
best of luck to everyone

happy youth day this coming monday!

a fresh new re-start

2009-06-29T19:04:00.004+08:00

school reopen. what a splendid news, i hope?
what a huge contrast between the days which i last posted and now.
yes, massive stockpile of homework had almost entirely melted my holidays away.
yet, i was unable to accomplish my given task
8~10 hrs/day practicing.
results : unreasonably pathetic

on the other hand, managed to have some fun.
went movies and clubbing ~
sadly did not give myself appropriate time to exercise.
but i've compensate with dancing so no problem.

still have plenty of homework laying around undone.
guess its about time to start transcribing.

i am going to make this revelation, and i am not shy about it.
I PLAY MAPLE
childish game? think again noobs.
i cannot describe to you how sugar tastes right?
only you can determine how it tastes.
same theory. you play then you know (:

marlboro

2009-05-31T17:53:00.006+08:00

M A R L B O R O
Man Always Respect Ladies Because Of Romance Only

i am going to stereotype here, the males are a bunch of sexually aroused homosapiens.
the female are a cluster of gullible and emotional kind of breed.

however, out of 90% of each, 10% of which are the self-controlled and responsible ones.

I defend the skeptics of the MARLBORO theory as it does not apply to all man.
neither do my theory apply to all ladies.

first and far most, I only respect females who firstly respect themselves.
next, they should possess a burning confidence. i am highly attracted to the level of confidence(:
thirdly, a female should not give into temptation, be it material or emotional.
last but not least, the female should be able to present herself well and carry her image with pride.

personally I despise females who smoke cigarettes and consume heavy vols of alcohol.

a female should know her boundaries, interaction with males too intimately would lead
the males in a web of unwanted and confusing thoughts as guys are too simple minded.
that was another stereotyping~
moreover, if this behavior persists, they would earn a prestigious label as a slut

uninvited

2009-05-23T17:08:00.004+08:00

went to watch the uninvited, relatively pleasent movie with a twist.
i dont recommend this movie to simple minded people as this storyline is
extremely twisted and unintelligible. the girls were screaming their lungs out
while i was laughing my ass out watching them yell. rofl!

only got to know my history results and i believe i did moderately well this time round.
i reckon monday would be interesting, might be able to know more of my results.

here iv'e something off-the-cuff

A Friend's Love says:
" If you ever need anything,
I'll be there."

True Love says:
" You'll never need anything;
I'll be there."

2009-05-20T20:28:00.001+08:00

Strength is to be able to stand on your own.
Then again it's also a weakness.
Dependence on others says your not afraid to accept help.
Then again the need for help proves your weak.

Lack of emotions, tears will never stain your grace.
Full of emotions, energizes your will to live.

Be a heart of ice, never let anyone enter your heart,
but it will be brittle and a single crack will shatter it.
Be a heart of fire, be on the offence and strike against others,
but it will drive people away and soon your flame would diminish.

Never lose your stand and be who you are.
Because everyone is a little bit of both.
That's what makes them strong.

disastrous

2009-05-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

tomorrow final paper for prelim 1.
i could bet i screwed up almost all papers this time round.
caught a cold too and its affecting my efficiency in memorizing stuffs.
maths paper 2 was the bomb. its simply a gg paper.

once prelim 1 ends and i recover from my influenza,
its time to party!~
lol but its wise not to overdo it as this is just the beginning.
sadded

would be updating more regularly as end of exams means lots of free time.
i guess? nevertheless, all the best people for your final papers.
dont be too happy cus our june holidays are gona be melted down with revisions :x

morphed

2009-05-03T21:24:00.003+08:00

secondary 5. the final countdown (:
i believe i've become more presentable and charming in 2009
compared to previous years with hair sprouting out and covering my face.
the bond in the class is rather flourishing.

mid year exams are just a few days ahead. going to put an extra ounce of performance
for pounds of promises. the final lap is drawing near but this is just the beginning i guess.

totally dissatisfied with my english lessons. the performance is depleting.
the amount of work and exercise is growing small in numbers.
discontent with my oral training.
shall seek alternatives, or rather my origin of success.
all the best to those who are going to engage/ing in their MYE.

dirty world behind closed doors

2009-04-24T19:22:00.004+08:00

these were the watches previously bought. waiting for a suitable time
to equip the Police and Levis. best of all, its all free ~ hahas!
im not a penny wise pound foolish person.
but getting such stuffs, i regard it as a bonus for good deeds ;]
good things come for the people who wait.

science result is disappointing. underperformed this time round.
nevermind. shall flaunt my potential this upcoming mye.

im having this strong motive to change the world and make it a better place to live in.
i know along the way i might die trying , but at least i know i've tried.
sad to see whats going on behind closed doors in other countries.
what we see in the television and newspapers are sugar coated. real news with credentials comes directly from
CNN , BBC and CNA.

time is of the essence

2009-04-18T19:22:00.004+08:00

union is strength! well done boys, we breezed through the tug-of-war!
congrats to PEGASUS for coming 1st in tug-of-war males, cheer leading and speed challenge.
today was filled with much enthusiasm and funpacked games.

as vice-capt, im proud of Pegasus due to the efforts exhausted by my fellow
PEGASIANS!
personally i would like to thank nellisah for crafting her time for us in effort to achieve 1st
in cheer leading!

neither winning nor losing matters. what matters is the bonds which developed during that
time frame where games were being played and practices in revision.
i value what we have gone through and i believe all of our friendship has flourished in a
spectrum of ways.

thereafter, went with family out to get watch. instead of getting 1, i got 3. LOL

one shot one kill

2009-03-29T01:55:00.006+08:00

dug this pic from an archive of mine.
prefer this uniform than the newer digitalized uniform.
why digitalize the army uniform? we going to camoflage in computer chips?
as though we are going to war against androids/robots and machines.
LOL

started playing blackshot and dota again.
got to keep a balance in both study and play.

sickness is slightly fading away, seem to be feeling much better.
prone to these common cold maybe because of bad weather,
not sleeping properly and stress.
uhh ~

passed all subjects, 2 distinctions, however not very satisfied with english.
catastrophic disappointment.
time to hike a few notches.

"time to set things in the right direction. time to distinguish what's genuine and what's not, its not fated i guess, finally saw it's not ment to be. although this is a tough route, further incline of this feel is detrimental"

2009-03-24T18:25:00.005+08:00

2 days medically unfit for school.
very drastic throat conditions.

i presume it's the weather. it's always fluctuating.
but one thing's for sure, it never fails to rain.

attended the toastmaster's workshop, it really brought out everyone's potential
oratorically. In contrast, our confidence to make a public speech.
hoping for more of such workshops for talent academic.

awaiting results for mock exams, unsatisfied for math though. 51/80
many other subjects have not disclosed their marks yet, awaiting in eagerness.
hopefully i am cured tomorrow, miss school.
feeling that i'm not performing at full potential.
i'ma GEEK (:

motivation

2009-03-14T16:05:00.012+08:00

yesterday went to play badminton with GC and WS membs. had a great exercise as well as fun at par. had a remark that whatever i do , i do it competitively. but competitiveness is a bitter-sweet thing. the good thing is that competition motivates us to strive better. sad thing is, Singapore is enveloped with competition. however, to maintain your competitiveness in society, you have to fight fire with fire.

Few things that came across my mind about successful people.
Success comes from hard work, that's something with no objection

thus work hard and follow your heart
don't be frightened by failures, embark on new things
pick yourself up whenever you fall
ignore people who tells that you can't succeed, however learn to listen
never whine or regret about what has happened, move forward

if you follow these principals, you would never be led astray in life. Instead you would be successful and happy only if you absorb what's being said next into your brains.

a quitter never wins and a winner never quits

an average human only makes use 8% of brain. people like Einstein uses more than that. so why cant you ? sorry peanut brain! yours must evolve hahas~
utilize that whole brain of yours! limitations to man are always self determined.

next, we have to be equipped with the ability to forgive regardless how bad the situation may be.

without forgiveness life is governed by endless cycle of resentment and retaliation

if god is willing to forgive anyone ? why cant you ? but don't mistake this interpretation that once god forgive you, your place in heaven is assured.

i'd like to close off this post by enlightening everyone that failure is not the end. its just the beginning of a wiser journey.

nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending

reflection on trust

2009-03-12T22:07:00.015+08:00

let me start off by asking everyone a few questions to reflect on your lives.

have you ever trusted people by confiding things to them or asking them to carry out a task, however, unfortunately ending being taken for granted? Thereafter, ending up regretting for a loss of trust or a loss of anything else due to trust?

have you been endowed with trust by people, but end up abusing it and also exhorting to lies to avoid circumstances?

found yourself trusting someone and confided something in them? however, this information is being "trusted" to someone else, and then being "trusted" to someone else, so on and so froth eventually leading to the whole population knowing?

Trust is like fire itself. When you trust too much you get burned, you don't trust at all you get cold. However, its better off being cold than being scaled. This world is a nasty place. Once you enter work life, understanding it would be a breeze. Therefore, be wise in who you trust and who not to. 3 skills to keep in mind

analyze true personalities
communicate*
investigate*

however, for my case , my slogan is " never trust the world " this is understood by my close peer such as TQZ, moreover WS membs. I've been following this ideology for close to 9 years concurrently and the only people in this world right now who deserves my trust are, my parents. these are compiled inputs from various peers and professionals that I've talked to past 2 days. 90% of input is from me. thank you all for your mature input (: i shall post some motivational personal thoughts tomorrow which might also boost your spirits towards life and goals.

in conclusion to this topic, i would like to reiterate my points in just one quotation.
Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense - Buddha

Communicate*-talk to peers of
both parties for further
understanding.

Investigate*-find out who what where when
why and how did certain information
leaked to one person to another.

truth, cause & effect

2009-03-09T20:35:00.003+08:00

making a comeback yet again.
just finished mock exams. what a great way to asses our current potential.
once i discover my benchmarks, get prepared to be owned!
gona work an extra notch this year and not waste it down the drain.

although this is jus might be a basic test, i don care what grades i gets.
this is just to set us in examination mood.
live with it. its not gona get easy from here on out.
last but not least, good luck.

apart from academic, i've been contemplating on many other issues.
for what i've understood, people arn't exactly what they seem at the beginning.
they hold past histories which yet to be disclosed.
i had my fair part of share, the truth that i've discovered was so bitter to accept.
i've been fooled like any other guy.
now i've a totally different perspective..

futile to think that your past won't catch up to you in the present or future.
it will slowly but surely surface.
so would you regret what you did today ? because you'd never know what it changes tomorrow.
THINK before doing anything.

Balance

2009-03-01T12:55:00.004+08:00

yesterday celebrated brother girlfriend's birthday at east coast.
gave her a surprise , she was having tears of joy cascading down hahas~
had food and drinks , as usual.
last but not least happy birthday Sarniyah (:

`mock exams are closing in , 2 day ahead and I've yet to revise.
nevermind , i shall start as soon as possible , its never too late.
aiming for the 4 distinctions ~
but im still exausted from yesterday's party.

currently balancing play and studies keeping them on par.
life is great where there's balance

Relieving Stress

2009-02-21T10:11:00.007+08:00

probably i might be making my way down to sentosa today yet again
go there and just simply , enjoy !
we only get to be young for once in our life , live it to it's fullest (:

as promised , let you guys have a glimpse of what's Km8 like.
maybe a picture might do the trick.
simply its an open air lounge, playing dance/tribal hits.
great for dancing too ~ the ambience all so relaxing.
sadly its closing down soon for a makeover.
nevertheless, there's still Cafe Delmar

yesterday went for a 3km run.
thereafter , went to meet the crew to play soccer.

today would be heading to Anchovale CC to fly kite with the crew and the
"Glamour Chicks" ?
keeping it updated(:

Valentines Day

2009-02-16T14:41:00.009+08:00

on valentines day, spent my time memorably with my brudders (:
went to the chalet , joked around and danced the night away.
pranked afew people and laughed our @#$!* out loud

bro n gf went new york new york for dinner.

401 meegoreng rocks

here we have our Mr.Valentino posing.
the picture was missing something "round" n "eclipsed"
hahas .. our monkey-boi kena punk'ed on valentines day

following day , Sunday , was supposed to go fly kite but plan failed terribly.
instead we planing for badminton this Saturday , food n drinks provided.
each person has to only pay $2 to either me or darius.

so change of plan ... went sentosa with brother n crew .. KM8 FTW !
chilled out there , i cant remember why suddenly i started shuffling at "dancefloor" ..
went back home at 2am then schooled. this week KM8'in again.

will upload KM8 pictures soon

good guys end up last

2009-01-30T13:22:00.007+08:00

during resess today had a enlightening chat with mr richard and another teacher.
we were talking about relationships and then suddenly the topic narrowed down to mine.
is having a relationship now a necessity ?

it has its up's and down's at this point in time ..
he smiled and asked me who's she? i kept my smile widely stretched (:
"lucky girl" he whispered ..
lols what a joke ar he .. funny guy , anyway
he told me that i do not need to find for girlfriends ..
instead they would come find good guys like us one fine day.
once you have the status and foundation they will surly come .
although good guys ends up last , last would last forever ~
get the twist there ? hahas

so in other words he's trying to hint me that im'a good guy.. well that was pretty obvious..
anyway , he also mentioned to me that ambitions i have in mind would
certainly attract ladies in the dozens in future.. abang pilot ! .. then it will be my job to
~pick 'n' choose ~
due to another crucial factor of brains and bronze ya?

so yah .. for now , anything goes ~

happy cny

2009-01-27T20:29:00.005+08:00

first of all , happy chinese new year to everyone.
spread the joy around , however at the same time , have to be wise in spending
money (:

obama made direct contact with the muslim world , some Al-Arabia are having mixed feelings
about this event.
hope whatever obama had done and going to do would benefit the entire world.
his emphasis is countries not to funding for war but to reconstruct their economy instead.

past few days was really fun , occupied my time wisely .. done my homework early to enjoy
the rest of the holidays. played lan games and went out for many makans sessions , watched movies , chat around with friends and many more..

maths homework was kinda challenging .. now i know the benchmark of O levels..
gona' persevere ! hahas ~

this weekend planing something to do *

Family & Economy

2009-01-22T18:17:00.004+08:00

Family is often a word which people take for granted.
A friend of mine was sharing with me about the past and present she has to go through in her family.
The hardships and restrictions she had to face.

However , i was in no position to say anything as i did not feel these kind of hardships
and problems in my family before.
When she broke a tear , i was in no position to do anything as well but to stare at
her eyes which were filled with sadness.
Right at that point of time , i imagined , if i were in her shoes , it would be a really tough
struggle.

This brought me to think back about my family , what i have now i should not abuse ..
what i have now is sacred .. what i have now might not last thus i have to appreciate and respect it while it lasts.
we might be here today , but gone tomorrow ? would you want another day for regrets ?
the value of friends and family is second to none.
priceless for simplicity sake (:

moreover , the economic downturn is getting worst , there would be retrenchments occurring after chinese new year . Singapore is expecting suicidal rates and family instabilities to rise during these grim period.

spend wisely people ! the economic downturn would hit us hard.. do not be penny wise pound foolish

this is a quote i attained from my dad :

"we buy things we DONT NEED,
with money we DONT HAVE,
just to impress people we DONT KNOW"

tough day

2009-01-17T08:51:00.002+08:00

yesterday was probably one of the bitterest day I've had
since 2009.
early part of the day was really feeling down
and coming close to the end slightly better.
but life has to go on ~ having regrets in life is of no use.
regrets are the major cause of one's misery (:

yesterday's history , tomorrow's a mystery , today is god's gift
that's why we acknowledge it as the present.
life goes on, futile to think about the past cause nothings gona
change but could be in the future.

met with the guys at night.
its been 13 days since ive seen them last.
they pulled my spirits up.

zul has a terrible bulge at his neck, hope its nothing serious.
bottom line = don't smoke (:

~ nobody said life was fair , you won , do you feel satisfied now for what you wanted? ~

Birthday

2009-01-12T00:09:00.003+08:00

first ! happy birthday to sim faiz and my beloved cousin which
both fell on the same date, 100109!

went to my cousin house with family and celebrated
my cousin 2nd birthday.

then after, my brother's girlfriend came over to my place and introduced
me a new photo editing software that is almost similar to photoshop,
its called photoscape.

after messing with it i came up with some pretty good edits (:

found some old pics and merged them together.
i find that i did a good job with it though ...

went to watch bed time stories finally!
very intriguing storyline for a movie (:
rate 9/10 because of bugsy (O.O)"
later went to play pool~ today was spent wisely

kinda late and tomorrow have english diagnostic test , aww .
have to read passages which doesnt even make sense , how frustrating!
good night people ~

happy new year

2009-01-01T23:23:00.007+08:00

happy new year ! (:
spent the day before the eve of new year with my bro and friends eating seafood
at bedok

saraniaviknesh
sarnesh

the following day went to temple, paid for the temple ritual for new years,
prayed on behalf of dinesh's family and her family too..

later on met with GBC/Wildstars then counted down to new year..
the fun part begins about an hour later when zaki and crew made moltoves..
the videos are with them hahas ~ check it out from them!

for some reason i dont feel the hype of new year, it just like another day, another year.
all the best for O lvls (:
brudders going ite good luck work hard!

confused ~

2008-12-30T16:29:00.004+08:00

by the looks on my face , you'd probably guessed that i am pretty much looking sad on the phone.
that was a candid shot at dinesh's house.

okay heres the problem, its all girl stuffs.
pathetic yet hilarious at the same time ?
yeah , but you guys would understand soon ):
maybe you have experienced it before too , so please help ..
i want to get her out of my head but i simply cant ..

here are the symptoms , i cant
eat properly
sleep properly
and even think properly..
any sweet scents reminds me of her ..

i fear that this kinda stuffs would interfere in my education..
whenever i close my eyes , her presence is there ):

i am only left with a few options , and one of it is to avoid but its tough and i think
it would rather be futile to do so..

MERRY XMAS

2008-12-26T13:34:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmas

on chistmas eve , head over to my brothers girlfriend aunt house
to eat and countdown to christmas.

later on at 2 a.m , on christmas morning , brother drove me to meet
his friends at hougang. Team Vipers !

they were drinking .. lols drunkens .. so foolish hahas !

we chat and did stupid things..

on the same day , supposed to go church at 1 p.m but suni was hibernating.

so rather , we played cards , chat , ate , watch tv and went shopping !

at least , christmas day was spent wisely ya ? hahas

thats all folks , would be updating soon (:

antibodies

2008-12-22T11:03:00.008+08:00

just uploaded another picture of the guys in sentosa.
i anticipated more pics but i was wrong unfortunately it was far less then i expected.
but thats alright .. maybe next time (:

fever dropped drastically from 38.7 to 36.6 . maybe due to panadol.
yesterday i was totally oblivious to the fact that i had overdosed the
paracetamol limit. lucky din't die hahas !

`since i had so much time i looked up the net about fever and its natural remedies.
fever occurs as a defensive mechanism which promotes the body to produce more
anti bodies and other stuffs .. just don't let it exceed 38.5 deg Celsius.

furthermore during this period of time do not consume food containing zinc or iron.
iron makes it worst and you will be feeling like crap later on. zinc would not be
absorbed into your system.

to maintain body temperature take cold baths.
dont directly wipe off with towel, let the water droplets evaporate
as it will take away body heat in this process.

Sick

2008-12-21T00:39:00.003+08:00

arghh terribly sick. 39.2 deg fever
should not have went under
rain although i knew i had sore throat.
never mind i deserved it -.-

sentosa was super fun and although some unfortunate events happened
it was still a great day.
hope to recover soon from this illness.

will be posing sentosa pictures soon (:
please wait !

gratz naimah for being top in school !
"u started a war with the wrong person nai !"

thanks dinesh for okley !

thanks zaki&faiz for the wishes !

going to go to bed now
good nights

Sentosa

2008-12-17T13:31:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is the collection of our N lvl
results. good luck guys.
just remember we did our best (:

Sentosa outing on Friday, 19 December.
Wildstarz + G B C Reunion picnic.

Those buying stuffs please remember to produce a recipt thankq!

there will be plenty to munch on and also play !

see you guys there ~

Tribute

2008-12-06T19:43:00.005+08:00

hey guys.
once again , its been a long time since
I've blogged (:

collection of results are closing in and i am getting slightly nervous.
on the other hand, i made a tribute to my lovely
sec 4 NA stream.

guys, although we may go our separate paths in near future,
i just want each and everyone of you to know that
friends like you are hard to forget and memories which are
left behind is truly blissful.

this tribute i made for memory sake and hope you guy would love it.
maybe 10 years down the road , i hope this video would be like a
stash of good ole memories of friends that we once had by our sides...

[CLICK HERE]

rate and comment if you like (:
thank you!

Birthday !

2008-11-18T02:06:00.008+08:00

recently this month have alot of people's bday
still have a lot too!

what ill do now is less typing
and let the pictures do the talking
hahas~

SANTOOOOSH'S BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAIMA

BLOOD4LIFE

NOW YOU SEE A SMILE

AND NOW YOU DONT

h2o

2008-11-07T14:53:00.004+08:00

went swimming with my hood ~
had a great time at anchorvale cc
the slide was fun and the best of all the bucket of water (:

going to tent out today , but i might not taun
because i have SYFC the next day
and my mate's house to visit right after.

currently the game i am engaged with is
Red Alert 3

3 countries are at war, allies , soviets and japan
i support japan !
EMPIRE OF THE RISING SUN

more updates soon~

heaven and hell

2008-11-01T01:47:00.007+08:00

i was searching for the god of the underworld when i
came across this intriguing video which held
a lot of meanings and sense about life
after death

this video is affiliated with christianity, so please view with an
open mind.

[ TO HELL AND BACK ]

i really loved it and inspired me to be a better person in life
and contribute to the society in more than
1 way.

i am going to dedicate myself and learn chinese for this two months.
i realised that without chinese in singapore , its quite futile.

5 Tail

2008-10-28T22:59:00.002+08:00

yesterday was just awesome.
deepavali atmosphere is just so sweet~

went temple early in the morning.
felt great and what more,
went visiting with bro to his friends house and all.
in other words, its like bliss ~ (:

however glad to be alive to see another day,
my bro is a insane driver rollin at 140-160 km/h
and dashed across TP ! wtf ?!

hahas. its hella cool ~! thrilling & chillin

happy deepavali eveyone !

today went to bugis early alone to extend my hair.
its suuuuuuper cool. 5 tails SGD $1 each bunch.

i made to front tails and 3 back tails .. hmm starting a new trend ~!

cvss bridge is falling down

2008-10-20T18:51:00.002+08:00

long time ive yet to post (:
the bridging program was a pure joke.
not a place for me to be
and 4 days of nonsense

i think i got too get a companion soon.
but i have no interest in any ):
what i am doing is jus waiting for love to find its own way.
steads are not forever , trust me

yeah, ive been going nuts lately , thinking about existence and
love blah blah.

very soon ill be in mental hospital making noise at night o.0''

Adrenealine and Speed

2008-09-25T20:20:00.008+08:00

went to an amazing world motor showroom
filled with exotic cars and luxurious ones too

guess what ? ive got the chance to try getting in one too~
in addition, there was an eye popping drift show just outside the expo.
F1 is about to cut its ribbon into Singapore very soon.

its all about the matter of time
when the loud engines rips through the skies~

alright ill give those who did not have a chance to go to the
expo a glimpse of what was there.

HERE ARE SOME OF THE WORD'S MOST EXOTIC CARS

some zesty tuners

and last but not least , the models

Happy Teachers Day

2008-08-29T21:47:00.006+08:00

fun day ~
although not as vibrant as previous teacher's days
nevertheless.. its for the teachers , not us
:P

uploading previous shots..
[[thank you ophe for your sophisticated and top-notch camera]]

had a great chat with tcy.
shes going to bring me clubbing ;
can't wait to hit the dance floor.
ill ignite it on fire
hahax.

i look pretty cool in formal don't i?
hiax.. recently a lot of political conflicts.
i heard there was an airstrike in sri lanka
by the ltte.

why can't there be no discrimination, instead , love and peace ?
after all , despite the color of our skin,
we are all pink inside and red blood surging in our bloodstreams.

regardless of race/religion people must learn how to understand each other,
more importantly , giving in not expectations of gaining.

i love singapore for this love between each other.
if theres war , sad to say i won't die for my country.
instead ill make the other guy die for his.
XP not my quote. lol ~

to end this post, i want to share a lovely picture of an goddess.
Kuan Yin, the goddess of mercy or simply speaking, avaloketsvara.
i fell in love with the pic the moment i set my eyes upon it

gotten back my report card. dissatisfying although im still top 10 in level.
on the verge of crushing down all boundaries and succeed in N level in
a spectrum of color.
i have here an excerpt of my report card.
comments and qualities.

Shopping Spree

2008-08-17T00:20:00.003+08:00

hey peeps. back again ~
ill keep this brief.

today dad gave me some money to go shopping.
so coincidentally my friends were heading to shop too.
tagged along with them and went shopping.
had much fun indeed.

i purchased some skinny jeans.
i doubted that i could fit in it hahax.
i underestimated my looks.
i look awesome with skinnies.

alright. watching art of the devil 3 now
and its filled with gore.
going to hit the bed soon :)
nights people ~

Resurrection

2008-08-14T19:58:00.004+08:00

blog was dead and now revived again.
how pathetic.
trying my best to keep it fit and alive.
sounds like it has no meaning but never mind , lets move on :)

got back results for prelim.
it was a heart aech at first sight.
unhappy with almost all of the subjects for not able to reach either
my previous results or my set benchmarks.
disappointing truly however my friends, we all comforted each other.
thanks a million guys.
should i thank you guys in standard form ?
hahas back to the cold jokes.

nevertheless , gaming and all other activites would hit a pause for the
time being as the next two weeks ahead would be intense
"mugging". who ever came out with that word should just die.
were is the link between studding hardcore and a mug ?

time to hit the brakes on regretting and now time to
hit the acceleration to move on.
no use regretting about the past as i feel that
it has no effect in the future without any effort
being invoked.

sorry, at times i do not know what i am talking
but sometime it makes sense and sometime it don't.
okay... LOL :)

to wrap this up a little someting here
"take my hand and i will hold you forever till the end of time"

although these string of words sounds so sweet and heart melting but
when it comes to reality , its all a bitter lie.
this is what i call sweet talk!

most of the girls are being victimized by these sweet talk
and are convinced easily.

but when you think about it, can you ensure that your relationship which start
at a young age sustain the love until the time were you close your eyes forever?

yes i agree its possible, but there are many factors taking place for that to happen.
and one of the crucial one is commitment.
unable to commit to one another is really futile.

so girls, hope this could let you have a second thought about your relationship.
i encountered many relationships ending with "feeling fade".
would a real relationship have even feelings to be faded away?
if its fading away then who's the cause? ^^

girls , please don't be sweet talked to do undesireable stuffs.
hahax if you don't get it , you soon will ! :)

have a nice day people !

Sick and Weep

2008-07-30T22:26:00.003+08:00

~DREAM CAR~

*keep dreaming*

what a awful time to get sick. prelims just initiated and im down with
sore throat and flu.
miserable indeed.

sorry to keep procrastinating my posts. very busy lately.

today was my first paper, Social Studies.
and to end with 1 word with a thousand expressions,

"SCREWED"

it took me 3 straight days to complete 7 topics.
and guess what, the question they ask is at higher level that
i too have problem comprehending. very hard ! i can anticipate a lot of people will flung.

aiyo ! time to buck up. also, keep a balanced lifestyle with work and play.
or else life, more importantly, youth, could not be enjoyed at a later age.

there is the saying "bitter start, sweet ending"
however to me, i dislike bitter things, nevertheless, i can add a coating of
sugar to the bitter taste at the start.
hence, life reaches a equilibrium.

how do i explain this... medication is good, but it tastes awfully bitter,
thus doctors coat *some* of these medications with a sugar coat.
:)

if you don't get the point, kindly open the window, toss your computer outside
and pray the person below do not *kena jack*.
hahax. cold jokes...
please try your best to laugh. :(
if cant, try poking yourselves.

tomorrow having Maths and Bio!
good luck!

*WEAK MEN BELIEVE IN LUCK, STRONG MEN BELIEVE IN CAUSE AND EFFECT*

Conflicts

2008-07-18T13:15:00.004+08:00

the above picture depicts the dharma guardian at a
Buddhist temple beside Sri Sivan koyil.
very cool !
i like !
lols !

my brother just purchased some LEDs for the car. SUPER cool indeed.
take a look.

okay, now back to school life. recently many misunderstanding
is spurring conflicts. even fist fights.
terrible.
sec 3 and below are getting out of hand from my perspective.
reason is simple.
they like to boast that they are involve in gang.

i used to be a gangster. i admit. however mine is not child's play.
mine is the real thing. nowadays its just finding problem for no
appropriate reason.

okay, now i will get to the point.
those "pai-kias" who find trouble, stand your ground and fight.
you want to call backup because you are afraid to lose face if you lose.

before you can call backup, you will be brought down 1st.
so think about it.

if you can stand on your own ground, then go join a gang.
please do not waste gang's resources.
they have their limited resources too.

:)

P.S i am not a gangster now. i turned over a new leaf years ago.
people think of gangsters as ALCOHOLICS and SMOKERS
hence, i am neither a alcoholic nor a smoker

Resurrection

2008-07-07T11:05:00.005+08:00

heyy0z! ah. not much action lately. thus did not have any intention
to blog. not to worry. my blog wil never be prema dead.
:)

past few days had been going on well, but in terms of academy, its rather slower
than usual. what i assumed was that, when nearing to the
actual examinations, there should be intensive
revision. however i do not see that.

okay. i shall let that be. now i am requesting to anyone who needs help
in "N" level oral please feel free to approach the English language teachers
or myself. i do not mind, but come with an attitude to learn.
please and thank you.
:D

my "N' level oral just finished and the examiners were certainly impressed,
judging by the fact that they nodded their head
rapidly. hahax !

[hidden text below]

TIP: it doesn't matter how powerful your vocab is, as long as there is a string of
sentence coming out of your mouth which makes sense,
high marks will be rewarded.
but using bombastic vocab would enhance and sky-rocket your marks

roughly 12 /16

MY TOPICS
Teamwork
Work Hard To Achieve Something
Leadership
Luck

Results

2008-06-02T15:08:00.003+08:00

quite unsatisfied with mid-year results.
although had some subjects close to top and some top
in class and stream.

going to pursue better grades. this time round i attained many
5's. next time round its 1's.
ill prove it.

work hard with me people ! don't fall behind. i wont let that happen !
we move as one
UNION IS STRENGTH

staying at the top is not an achievement but coming to the top
from the bottom is a world greatest achievement.

Before Genting

2008-06-01T13:59:00.003+08:00

hello again guys. just back form Genting. this post was supposed to be
posed a long time ago. unfortunately
i was very tired and had to do packing.

i forgotten what had happened on that day but we played
pool in a group. very fun.

we kings had our match and coached our 2 subordinates how
to play pool PROFESSIONALLY.

indeed fun! we had a coke *feasta*

okay then thats it for now. later at night ill be posting pictures of my trip to genting.

hope she can send me soon as posible hahas .. !
infect i can blog anytime ^^
so take your time !

Body Mind Soul

2008-05-19T22:55:00.004+08:00

Ahh! back again guys!
wondering why it took me so long to blog?
simple. i was extremely buzy with school and its attachment to
Mandarin Oriental! Magnificent place with a posh ambiance.
Staring from the 20th - 23th.

HAPPY VESAK DAY

Went with parents to Sri Mariamman temple then headed to
a restaurant which served a fine 8 course cuisine. Next headed to
The Buddha Tooth Relic Temple to donate and
attain blessings.

Wonderful place. Very peaceful with the mantras being played.
Vibrations could be felt.
The amazing part is, it filled with vibrant colors and the entire place
is air-conditioned.

Thinking about Vesak day also brought my mind back
to ................

RELIGION

No offense to any religion or race about what I am about to blog here.
If it offenses you, I am very sorry.

Alright! here i go. To me, religion is like a road. To an individual it is whether they
want to have a religion and make their road smooth or not, its their choice.

I concider all religion to be the same. Ok, I would expect a why? Simply because,
every religion teaches how men should act towards men.
May it be Christianity, Hinduism, Buddhism, Muslim etc, every one of each teaches
it and and explain who is god in many different ways.

Frankly speaking, I am a Hindu but I explore other religions with an open mind
and heart. Understanding each other's religion not only strengthens bonds
between different peoples but also gives more knowledge about that religion.
I pray not only to my Hindu gods at the temples but also vist churches, mosques and
monesteris.

When people go through a religious path, their way of life changes drastically.
They look at things differently then before.
They become more optimistic in their thinking.
By understanding religion deeper, people are able to find links and origins of
their religion from another religion.

However, why this dispute between religions ? Afterall we are all humans. The ultimate aim
in life is to realise god and attain englightenment is it not?
Dont tell me we born in this world to die?
All answers lies deep within yourself and ignorance cannot invoke these answers.
Questioning is a good practice. Do not be lead blindly. There are times where evil
lurks around the corner to shakle you to the depths of hell.
Such as Satanism.

Any quesions feel free to tag me and ill be more than willing to asnure those.
However I also do not hold ansures to the world so ill try my best tho.

May peace be appon all :)

P.S Looking for a potential Chinese Girlfriend. Opss ? hahas !

8 Ball

2008-05-01T21:44:00.008+08:00

many greetings guys! ah yes. a good relaxing day today.
headed down to downtown east with ma
boys. went to have a glimpse of whats
been cooking lately in the newly opened shopping mall.

sadly it was indeed disappointing despite its gorgeous facade.
pool there was a fire in the pocket going at a rate of $9 per/h.
we made our way down and had lunch.

soon after headed to pool at hougang plaza. good quality time spent with my
"family". it was a long time since we had a group outing am i not right?
learn many new skills and techniques.

it was the battle of the kings. hahas sounds childish but its intriguing in a way.
headed back home saw brother with girlfriend.
so had to use laptop as they were enjoying movies wee!

hahas fun fun (:

as usual exam stress is piling up in tons. worried most about social studies
and history as there are many topics to be memorized.
hope you guys do well. i reckon that almost 1/4 or 1/2 of our NA
we would not be seeing again at this rate we are proceeding.

HIDDEN TEXT BELOW
HIGHLIGHT IF WANT TO READ

"i like you" has a whole different meaning than "i love you".
couples who are in a relation ship and are young, getting intimate
does not flourish love. if someone truly loves you he/she
will be willing to wait until marriage. especially a girl, you are worth more than
what you think of yourself. once she loses her virginity, it does not affect the guy, however
for the girl she had lost something which only comes once in their life.

i am a decent guy and this is my theory of a non-virgin.
"how can i be assured that you will always be faithful to me when you did this without thinking before? what less in the future?"
i assume that all decent guys have the same thought as well.

i know boys because i am one myself. sexually being arouse is inevitable.
however theres a difference between animals and humans.
we humans are able to control sexual arousement but animals cant.
humans who goes around having sex with countless womans/men has no control
and thus regarded as an animal to me.

girls who are unmarried or underage, do you think that your guy after
having sex with you would stay with you and only you forever?
think again girls. once the guy accomplished what his "mission" was,
thats a goodbye right at your doorstep waiting for you.

so the bottom line is to only engage in sexual activities only AFTER marriage.

those whom are more keen, i have a question for you
will intimacy(getting closer physically) in the relationship flourish the love between you?

Luxary

2008-04-30T17:15:00.003+08:00

aww i have shortage of time to blog. exams are still pending
and have to complete heavy work loads
such as revisions.

last sunday as usual had noting much to do.
went to meet my friend to study and i told him we are going to popular
bookshop 1st then we can proceed. lols i guess that did not turn out well.
ended up in starbucks. how contradicting was that ?!
i recommend ice blended green tea with whipped cream.

surprisingly it does not taste bitter at all.

next day was a monday and we had no papers on thus i did not attend school.
went shopping with parents and brought my social study
with me. what a bookworm eh? and what a joke ..
i usually look like "pai kia"

dad bought me a pair of new kicks. osisris. have a look on top.

now im off to meet my brother and his girlfriend to have dinner.
woot i feel like a lam pose.

seeya guys. have a good day :) more posts after exams !

Technology

2008-04-27T12:39:00.017+08:00

this was supposed to be yesterdays post however ill just

have to post it now but there will be another post at night i guess. not very
certain though.

ah yes. what a boring day it was. studied maths but i knew it was
insufficient. however lunched and dinner at rivervale mall.
headed to pc harbor soon after to meet the boss.

crysis with my friend all the way until 3 in the morning at my house.
insanely cool and thrilling.

ok as i do not have much to talk about today, i shall give a walkthrough
about my pc and its specs. not to worry though, most of it is pictorial.

EXCLUSIVE VIDEO
[ click here ]

PCH BOSS

PCH BOSS AT WORK

TESTING NEONS

REAR
WIND TURBINE
SIDE VIEW
FULL CASE
THE ZONE

Trance Acid

2008-04-26T01:28:00.010+08:00

wow another day at school drained away almost

60% of my energy. rushed home to have a nap. lols! felt much more
recharged and energized. woke up with blood coursing through my veins and
beeping in my head.

friend called me, he'd error with keyboard. although we diy our pc,
he faced much more problems then i do. maybe in the future eh?
a video of my pc is in you tube but i felt that that was not hip, thus
i mod it again with sound sensitive neons.
ill post videos of my pc tomorrow

so off i went to meet him and a few more friends to shoot some
hoops. i failed at aiming but defended like a tower. oops i think i
am exaggerating. hahas. off to rivervale mall with our sweaty
rotting bodies to have dinner. as usual i ate grass.

then went back home and listen to some electro / trance / harddance
and dnb tunes. guess what, my feet started moving and my hands
kept swinging. came up with amazing dance moves and
recorded it. have a look guys! i posted it up.
sorry for the bad sound quality guys and i need more
practice. so nervous that was recording and going to post it up.

DRUM & BASS
http://www.youtube.com/v/X7Z9_f9_sSw

TEKTONIC
pls ask me if u want to view this file. sadly i can not upload it.

sadly no more engaging in gaming.
tomorrow will be uploading my pc specs
and reviews. including exclusive video footage of my pc.
oh sorry there i go again whining about my
pc. hahas!

any questions about computers, feel free to ask.
i am the geek of technological vibes.
i don't know what i am talking neither.
woot! im going insane!

good night guys. its 1.41 a.m in the morning now (:

Exhausted

2008-04-24T23:01:00.006+08:00

finally i am able to successfully edit

my blog with the template
and now its 11:40 p.m

was relived when i attained the PoA test paper
today. 19/20 . however i was disappointed despite
what i achieved. fought a war with mr lee for 1 more mark.
lols what a joke. in the end also still lose. lost cause.

PoA lesson ended 3.30 p.m very exhausted. many maths
papers was done and it was indeed mind boggling. for almost 3 lessons
i listened to the chinese song [最近还好吗] one of my friend passed me, along with
trance to cool myself down. awkward for an indian to be raving to a chinese song eh?
but blame the multi-ethnic society? hahas!

the best part was, i am an angel to the teachers eyes. hahas! listen song, long hair
etc; teachers just excuse me. what a reputation in school man!

anticipating tomorrow's HoD award for combine humanities.
anxious to the core. ah, so much fierce competitiveness
nowadays. afraid of losing the position to express candidates.

alright that would be for today. more intriguing topics to be posted
in the future. now i just have to try apply the music for this blog.
all the best people!